Archive for November, 2007

Im waiting ….

Tuesday, November 20th, 2007

    Starting from when, my life leave only repeat the almost same action. Morning go to work, night back home and sleep. The only thing increase everyday is only leave looking at my phone…the never ringing phone. Im waiting for a message, however the one always message me everyday is only maxis(Hotlink). Im waiting for a call, but my phone thought he is inside the library…..keep silent. Im waiting a wish become truth….which i already know is a hopeless wish…a wish will never come truth. I know there are no point for waiting….but Im stil choose to wait……….

   
   

I forget……I wan to forget….

Monday, November 19th, 2007

Long time ago, we were together…
Long time ago, u knock my head if i look other girls…
Long time ago, u said i have to ask u to stay if u want to leave me…
Long time ago, u said i cannot use "ultimate" on u…

Last time, u use "ultimate" on me…
Last time, u said u wan to leave even i ask u to stay…
Last time, u ask me weather i got any new target or not…
Last time, we were not together anymore…

3 month ago, i run away from the place which full of memories…
3 month ago, i try to hide everything related with u..
2 month ago, i try to lost contact with u…
2 month ago, i try to not care u anymore…
1 month ago, i try to make myself busy…

Now, i do not show any emosion when i talk to u…
Now, Im already forget about u…

To the 1 who will never see this…my X

Last night, I  saw u…….inside my dream…